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Transformation Tuesday: The smaller shirt

1/30/2018

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In the online universe I affectionally call Weight Watchers World, each Tuesday is #TransformationTuesday. What is that? Well, thousands of people post photos of their transformed (or transforming) bodies. 

Because everyone loves posting their before and after pictures, right? However, many of us are still WIPs (works in progress). So, I like to call them my Before and During shots.

​I only have one before picture, because, well...I couldn't stand being in front of a camera. But, I knew I would want to look back one day to where I was, even if a part of me wants to forget I ever let it get that bad.

Anyway, my #TransformationTuesday pic for today is a little different. Sure, it shows the physical changes from almost 7 months of hard work. But, it also shows a changing view of myself.

This morning, I went into my closet to get something to wear. I immediately grabbed one of my favorite shirts and almost put it on. But, I stopped and looked at it. 

A size 5X.

Now, at my heaviest, this shirt was a little big on me. I've spend the better part of the last few years hiding beneath my clothes. But, today, this shirt looked huge, even on the hangar. 

A few hangers over was a new shirt my husband gave me for Christmas. I wore it right after he gave it to me, but honestly, I felt uncomfortable in it. It is a 3x and it fit. But, it hugged my body. It was gathered on the side. I don't do form-fitting shirts. My motto has always been "Let It Flow!" (insert Disney music here ;) )

Still, something told me to put on the new shirt. 

I discovered my body has a shape beyond round. Wait, what? Yes!

​Oh, there's still plenty of excess curves, bumps and rolls there, but now some of them are in the right places!
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I didn't hate what I saw. 

I haven't done much clothes shopping because 1. We're following a new budget (which I'll save for another post) and 2. I plan to not be in new clothes for long, so I hate the thought of spending $$ on it if I'm not going to wear it for a long time. Yes, I know that's a dumb mentality. But, it's how I feel. I'm working on transforming that thinking.

In the past week, I have had more people than ever comment on how great I'm looking. In fact, it feels a little weird. It's kind of like all these months have gone by and then suddenly BAM! Notice me!

I'm learning to accept the compliments with genuine thanks and use it as an opportunity to talk about what "my secret" is. 

But, sometimes the person who does the work is often the last to see the changes. 

Today, I realized the smaller shirt reflects the transformation going on inside my mind. Sure, my body has a long way to go to be healthy. But, learning to accept where it's at and not hide it as much is a necessary part of this life change I'm making. 

I need to come out of hiding. And, today a smaller shirt helped me finally get that.
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8 Comments
Jacque stump
1/30/2018 06:22:18 pm

Thank you for sharing , I too am on a long weight loss journey.. it is always inspiring to see that it can be done!

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Marie Rossiter
1/31/2018 07:18:06 am

Jacque, the road can be long, but the days will pass anyway, right? What better way to pass time than to take care of YOU! Why? You're worth it!! Let me know if there's anything I can do to help you out.

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Carol Prather
1/31/2018 07:02:23 am

I am thrilled to find your blog. Your story inspires me and I look forward to reading every entry and following you daily. I too struggle to lose weight. It has been a lifelong battle and it has taken its toll on my health. Thank you for sharing your journey. You are helping people. You are helping me.

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Marie Rossiter
1/31/2018 07:16:10 am

Carol, it is a legit struggle for so many of us. You're not alone! If there is anything I can do to help, please let me know. I find it's easier to fight the battle together with others!

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Connie Pace
1/31/2018 08:51:37 am

I’m wondering are you following weight watchers online or going to meetings? I found you today on Facebook and feel inspired to get started.

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Marie Rossiter
1/31/2018 09:43:28 am

Hi Connie! I am currently an online-only member. I have done meetings before, but when I started, I wasn't ready to go into a room with a bunch of people. I love doing online - it's so easy to track with the app and with the Weight Watchers social media section called Connect and a couple of Facebook groups I'm a part of, it's like I have a meeting every day!

If you need help getting started let me know and I'll do what I can. So glad to see you're motivated! Let's do this together!

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Meg
2/6/2018 12:47:39 pm

Thank you for sharing your journey. I just stumbled upon it somehow and I am glad I did. I have a lot of baby weight to lose and apparently need a swift kick in the rear to get going! Ha. Congrats on the smaller shirt. That is always a great feeling. I'll be following your story.

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Marie Rossiter
2/8/2018 11:30:28 am

Meg, I'm glad you stumbled on my story, too! I'm happy to give swift kicks, but I'm also going to remind you to BE KIND TO YOURSELF. That is an important part of this journey!

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